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Name: Derek Birthday: 7/24/1983 Gender: Male
Interests: God, Styrofoam airplanes and model rocket engines, frisbee golf, Seltzer's double smoked sweet lebanon bologna. Expertise: Threatening to punch people in the face. Occupation: Sales Industry: Business
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Member Since:
12/9/2003
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| - - okay, just so i'm not crazy... listen to avril levigne's don't tell me. but instead, sing along the words and melody to complicated. here are the lyrics for your convenience. they are edited a bit to fit the length of don't tell me. the song should be playing shortly:
Uh huh, Cause life's like this Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is
Chill out whatcha yelling for? Lay back it's all been done before And if you could only let it be you will see I like you the way you are When we're drivin' in your car and you're talking to me one on one but you've become
Somebody else round everyone else You're watching your back like you can't relax You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated Life's like this you And you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it no no no
You come over unannounced dressed up like you're somethin' else where you are and where it's at you see you're making me laugh out when you strike your pose take off all your preppy clothes you know you're not fooling anyone when you've become Somebody else round everyone else Watching your back, like you can't relax Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated Life's like this you and You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it no no
You're somebody else round everyone else You're watching your back, like you can't relax You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated Life's like this you and You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
you turn it into honesty promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it no no no
now you tell me. am i crazy for noticing any similarities? | | |
| well, cant make time for this every day. friday night i went bowling, and then Kendra came over and we continued our "talk". saturday was very unproductive. i mean, i worked all afternoon/night, but what else is new. then yesterday i decided to plan a surprise for Kendra. we were long overdue for a good day together. so me, her, and John hit the road at about 10am and it became the first beach trip of the year. thats right, i was at the beach. jealous? friends, surf taco, tennis, boardwalk, snapple, skeeball, little airplanes, and a 27" pizza. these are a few of my favorite things. of course, it wasnt the traditional beach. OC MD is coming up later this month. yesterday was a nice beach in new jersey. johns girl hannah lives there, so she was our guide. hey, wanna go along next time? guess you better start kissing some butt. | | |
| I went to visit my friend Jul at Bloomsburg last night. despite what she might think, i had a super time. I mean, she did take me to a couple bars, but how was she supposed to know that i dont drink? oh, poor Jul. but i certainly made the best of it. after a couple of red bull energy drinks, i got up on stage and tore up the place with some karaoke. piano man was the hit of the night, followed by blurry. i havent done karaoke since Bernie and Brett were home for some holiday last year and we attempted bohemian rhapsody. anyhow, i'm at work. dont worry Jess, i'm off the clock. yes, i thought i'd take a half hour break and eat something, since i am going to be up all night. we are still remodeling, and the second set of shelves goes up tonight. well, at 3 am when john gets here. i've been here since 2 this afternoon, and depending on how this goes, i'll go home and sleep for a bit around 9 or 10 tomorrow morning.... well, just got off the phone with Kendra, and that half hour break has been turned into an hour and forty-five minute break. interesting conversation. well, i've said enough. back to work. | | |
| now i am frustrated... i'll admit it, my walk with the Lord has been far from perfect. okay, so who's hasn't? but i feel closer to Him right now than i have ever been in my life, and it is such a great high. in the last three weeks He has opened my eyes to so much more than i've ever known. so i'm not a perfect Chrisitian. but i can only think of one person who was, and that person died in the flesh two thousand years ago. am i forgetting someone? i didnt think so. so let me ask you this... who has the right to tell me that i dont know Him like i should? who can say that i have no interest in other people by how close they are to Jesus, and how well they can help me strengthen my relationship with Him? Who can judge me that way? Well, i didnt think anyone. but apparently its the same person who did it to me 2 years ago. why should i take a hit like that? why should i be judged by someone who is a sinner, just as i am? someone who doenst know every little detail of my life? i shouldnt be. and i wont be. i refuse to let that anger me. i am a man of God, and anyone who has a problem with that can answer to Him. God is my judge. not you, or anyone else. | | |
| - I Can Only Imagine -
Early night tonight. decided to leave work at 11, instead of ripping down aisle 5. but thats okay. its not because I'm lazy, its because i dont feel like it. thats right, i dont feel like it. got a problem with that? i didnt think so. well those of you who know me well enough to bother to read this probably already know that kendra and i arent together anymore. but for those of you who dont, where have you been? gosh. its not the easiest thing, especially since she told me that she wishes she had never met me. hm, thats a little harsh. but thats okay. it seemed like we were slowly pulling each other away from God, and thats a terrible thing to happen in a relationship. and then we just started being flat out mean to each other. so obviously its for the best. i wish her the best though, and hope she makes the right choices. luckily i have a demanding job and great friends to keep me busy. in fact, i made a new friend last weekend. well, technically ive known this person for years, but we just now began a friendship. and it couldnt have happened at a better time. i know that it seems weird... to see a person from a distance, have a few words with them once in a great while, and never think anything of it. then at a crucial time, this person appears from nowhere, and makes you feel great about yourself, and life in general. The Lord works in some crazy ways, but He sure knows what Hes doing. So, thanks to God, my friends, and my new friend, too. Thank you. | | |
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